If you know a way out, then I'd like to go with you

I haven’t written here in some time. Mostly my posts have degenerated into an image or just some song lyrics/poetic crap. I have been meaning to really reflect on the last 2 years of school, but I don’t know what to say? It’s just all so blurry. I think to reflect on a lot of those two years would be really really hard. I’d probably stumble and crawl through the act of recollection.

I am going to London Ontario this weekend, I haven’t ever been there before as far as I recall. Going to be visiting Western Ontario with a lady friend of mine. It is where she lives during the school year, surprise surprise she attends UWO.

It is pretty early in our friendship to be really taking a trip like this, but whatever, see how it goes. In many ways I try to be a “Why not?” guy these days. Live many lifetimes-or at least it feels as such-as a “Why?” guy. Some change right? Right.

Still waiting to hear about my medical exam for the army. Longest wait of my life.

Shouting, Telephone, Pouring Rain

Another gem
Before the phonecall and the shouting
There's the sound of the pouring rain
It's falling right on you
Like "not this, too?"

Before the phonecall and the shouting
There's the sound of a comedy on TV
It's blaring right at me
Like "not this, too?"

Ah, goodbye, ah
Now I get it somehow
But I can't even say it now
Ah, goodbye, ah
Now everything's over
But I just keep apologizing

The contrast between the past and now
Is important to me
I didn't want it to change
But this is now
Our last fight
It really doesn't matter
The reason I don't leave things vague
Is all for you

Ah, goodbye, ah
I'm looking over there
Can you see that?
Ah, goodbye, ah
I don't mean to lie
But I just keep crying

Ah, goodbye, ah
Goodbye, goodbye

Goodbye to you
Now everything's over
But I just keep crying